Creating a world...

I am creating a world where goodness runs faster than all other rivals.
Where virtue stands taller than any other figure.
Where beauty springs clear and fresh out of rocks colliding upon a hillside
and where Love is the meaning of all.
For we have not a life without that which constitutes Love.

Carrying tremendous momentum, moving swiftly, with the grace of refinement and the evidence of instruction, one runs ahead of the multitude. Sweeping past the swarm of simplicity. Abandoning oneself to be dissatisfied with the acceptance of the average and ascending beyond them, into an everlasting bliss. Built upon the foundation of the open mind.

Care to join me?

Clamboyancey

The air was thick with emotion.
Almost as if you could feel the tears she had cried that night, hanging in the air…
Waiting, patiently… to fall again…

The water was deep with emotion.
So deep and so blue that at just one look you could tell that these waters were hers…
These waters, her tears…

The tears- shed on that deep, blue night...
The tears- from her deep, blue, crying, eyes.

Her eyes that threatened to poor again…
With every second drawing them closer to their next weakening…
The next downpour of emotion…
The next season of tears…

She was readying, once again…
Preparing for the season of change…
For the season of cleansing…
And soon it came to be that she was ready to begin all over again.
Ready to start anew.

Never being prepared for the tragedy, not this day, not ever…
She still knew what she had to do…

Clamboyancey was readying herself for the position she held every year… And it was only she that knew the true meaning of her place… She was to be the bringer of all life… The beginner of that
different something new each year and she was to bear the tragic pain and loss of her whole city.

Could she keep this up, she was never sure…
But each year she once again questions her motives and her reasoning…

Someone else-A song for this morning.

Your words.

Your words make me sick with longing.
But what for, I never can tell.
For the mind.
For the feeling.
For the soul.
For the freedom.

Have you ever wanted to be someone else?

the beginnings of a song

it could take a minute, or it may take a life,
for me to say the words to make you want me as your wife.
but it's not what you want it's... it's how you feel inside...
and i'm so happy being happy that i can't decide.

so if you wanna go for a change,
if you wanna differ the way
that you look at the world
you could say i'm the girl for you.
i'd like to be not such a saint.
here's proof that i'm looking for change.
when you look at the world
you will see - i'm the girl for you.

Friday I'm in Love*

I know it's thursday, but today I did a very smart thing to do.
Typed 'love' into itunes and pressed play :)
There are some killer songs, that brighten my day.
And, now that my vehicle is music-less, it's important to get a hit of the 7o's and 8o's greatest love songs before leaving the house. Many of the best containing the word 'love' in their titles.

I woke earlier than I should have.
Wondered why my alarm hadn't gone off.
Then wondered why I was awake before my alarm.
Then realised that I obviously woke up early to give me time to think about a future wedding that is SLOWLY getting planned.
My life is full of lists.
Lists about food's, lights, floors, rugs, drinks, materials, names, seating and scribbles.
I can't get away from them...

On another note. Let's Celebrate with all the other under-employed folks out there by enjoying a third shift this week!!!!! :D
That's 3 shifts in one week!!!
Woah...
Fingers crossed for another?

This morning...

I ran into the back of a Van in my car. Panicked. And drove away without doing a thing.
What does this say about the kind of person I am!!!??